Peru Part 3: Sick As A Dog And A Day Of Rest
I often feel a bit of a fool when writing. I tend to default to “and then I, and then I, after that we, then we, and then I” and it makes me feel like a toddler telling someone about their day. I’m excited about what happened but do my readers really want a chronological play by play that almost feels like a police report? So here’s my attempt at something with a little heart.
I find myself losing sleep a night thinking of all the places I will never go, and the places I have been haunt me as places I may never see again. I want to see Africa and hunt big game and ride the famous ore train in Mauritania. I want to go back to the Himalayas and feel the cold air on my face and take deep breaths in the Buddhist temples and smell the tapestries older than the country I am from. I want to spin the prayer wheels and hear them squeak on their metal rods. I want to see the huge vultures fly overhead again, but the truth is, I barely survived the first time.
This was my second try at South America. The first time through I went home six months into my one year trip nearly 40lbs lighter. I was sick, downright sick. Food just wouldn’t stay in me and I didn’t want to eat anyway. It broke my heart and irreparably damaged my now ended marriage. And I was now in Peru.. in South America.. again, and sick again. Natalie had stayed in the apartment that day feeling unwell and I wished I had joined her. I had been sick for over a week, just a problem beginning daily anew. A combination of nerves, bad genetics, and bad food. Earlier in the week, a horrible tasting Hawaiian pizza Vanessa and I split ended my day early. In fact, one of the few things that didn’t upset my stomach was the alpaca burger I tried, though, spiritually, that didn’t feel great. The day before, our usual driver, Victor, had taken us through the sacred valley and showed us amazing sights including open air salt mines that had somehow never come under the thumb of a major conglomerate, instead remaining the property of the community, growing as the families did. For me though, the trip was simply a drive from bathroom to bathroom while swilling Pepto-Bismol and taking concerning amounts of anti-diarrhea meds. Its funny to talk about but at the time, it broke my heart, because I cant help but think of the person I could be if I weren’t sick.
Instead of hanging back with Natalie, I joined Renata and Vanessa for a 4 am pickup to take us to Rainbow Mountain. How could I not? Its THE Rainbow Mountain, the one on the postcards, the one I see on all the dating apps, along with an unusual amount of paddle boarding pictures… that’s not related to travel, but why are so many people on dating apps into paddle boarding? it always struck me as boring. At any rate, as we stepped out of our apartment, my stomach was making it clear, every step out of my home was in defiance. My stomach churned in a way that I can only describe as a direct threat to my dignity.
The microbus driver was late, he couldn’t find us for nearly half an hour. In his defense, we were in Cusco. I don’t think there’s a harder city to navigate, its all narrow one way roads on steep hills. Walkways and roadways are indistinguishable. He found us, and I pulled him aside and explained I was unwell and would need a bathroom very VERY soon. He shook his head and said we were the first on the bus and the next bathroom was 45 minutes out of town. I told him I probably couldn’t wait that long and he said he would find something. The bus slowly made its rounds, struggling to find each passenger in the maze of a city. After a few stops, I think the guide noticed the sweat beading on my face and waved me off the bus. He took me behind a city bus stop and said “you can pee here”.. this was not the first time someone in Peru thought my stomach ache meant I had to pee. I was starting to wonder if maybe Peruvians dont get digestive issues, that would explain some of the street food I had seen. After clarifying the situation, we got back on the bus. We plowed our way through the very early morning traffic. My entire body tensed and I counted down the 45 minutes on my watch, praying he was telling the truth. True to his word, right on time, we pulled in to a truck stop for fuel. I sprinted to the bathrooms in an outbuilding and had a seat. It was bad, it was shameful, and it was depressing. I was in pain, but in an embarrassing way, a way that rarely gets sympathy. I texted the girls in the group chat and asked them to text me when the bus was done fueling. I sat for a long time. I weighed my options… it was: risk an accident on the bus, or stay there until I felt better enough to travel and maybe try and take a taxi home… but I was nearly an hour away from our rental, would a taxi take me that far? I sat there disheartened and embarrassed, I wondered if traveling just wasn’t for me, and I worried I’d never get invited on another trip. Who would want to travel with me? I’m just sick all the time. The girls didn’t see my text but I heard the bus fire up. Snap decision, I ran and got on.
Nearly an hour of driving later, we stopped for a breakfast. I barely touched it, but again used the facilities and filled my pockets with tissues. The girls ate my share of breakfast, we did have a long day ahead of us. The bus rattled up a gravel and mud road surrounded by amazing mountain views. I squinted my eyes and did my best to distract myself any way I could. I listened to a podcast and tried to imagine everything they talked about in extreme detail. Renata had shown me study that activating your imagination can sometimes shut down anxiety, it worked a little, but as soon as the bus stopped, I b-lined for the bathroom. We started our hike and hit light rain. The hiking wasn’t bad, the exercise distracted me from my stomach and we slowly made our way to the top. Unfortunately it was cloudy and rainy at the top and the famous view just wasn’t there. We saw a muted red hillside with hazy clouds in the way. We got what pictures we could and waited as long as possible for the weather to clear but it just didn’t. Out of time, we turned and headed down. Once we descended the steepest part, the clouds parted, Renata turned back but I just didn’t have the energy left in me. The clouds came back before Renata could make it back up. The bus ride home wasn’t as tense for me, but I was still off and making use of every bathroom at every stop.
We were scheduled to hike the 7 lakes of Ausangate with the same tour company the following day. Natalie was still sick and I yielded to my stomach’s demands and stayed back with Natalie. It ended up being one of my favorite days of the trip. Vanessa and Renata left early in the morning, and I slept in a little then went to the local shop and got some snacks. I came back and fired up the little ceramic plated propane heater. The apartment was exposed wood beams made of logs rather than squared off lumber, and cracked plaster coated the walls. It looked, felt, and smelt, like a South American home, it had unique architecture and the floors had a charming squeak to them, its imperfections made it perfect to the point that houses here in Canada feel like soulless hospital waiting rooms and office cubicles by comparison. The kitchen was simple, but the kettle worked and that’s all I wanted. Natalie and I settled in on the lounge chair and couch and scrolled through Netflix. I found just the right movie, a comedy from my childhood, The Three Amigos. It was what I needed in that moment, we followed it up with another of my favorites, Tremors. I’m a sucker for a double feature. Natalie hadn’t seen either before. After sufficient lazing about and movie watching, the other girls were back from their trip and we went to Cafe Organik. The waitress walked us to our table, but there was a grey kitty on the chair. She picked him up and carefully set him on another chair at another table without so much as a meow or head raise. We sat and I motioned for her to hand me the cat, she smiled and plopped him on my lap and informed me that his name was Tiburon (the Spanish word for shark). He was soft and cuddly and sat on my lap the entire meal. It was a lazy waste of a day and it was perfect. The following morning, we hopped another flight that would start the jungle adventure part of our trip which was another amazing highlight but also another fight against my health.
Despite my weak stomach and willingness to complain about it… my friends and I are already planning our next big trip so… guess I’m just going to keep powering through. Hope the next trip has a few rest days and friendly cats in cozy cafes.
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